this hols!

well quite frankly i didn't enjoy this christmas hols at all. maybe it was because i had other things on my mind.......... cant write here though!
got exam this coming sunday. was thinking that i would go to church but i guess i'll have to cancel it. i haven't even prepared for the paper. m sure my neck would hurt by the end of the day (it starts from 9am till 3pm, with breaks in between) cos i would be craning my neck looking into other's papers lol.
well nothing much to write. just thought i'd check my mail and type some stuffs which i gather is turning out to be "wasteful" cos i've got nothing to write about. just whining about holiday blues and that crappy exam. feeling sleepy now cos of the room heater. well i think i better read a paragraph or two before i hit the bed.

my day 2day!

Quite a tiresome day today. Missed many classes (like maybe for 2 consecutive weeks) so am quite lost in the class. Have to go around asking my classmates. I don't like to attend class cos most of my friends opted for different papers and i opted for a different one where i don't have any one to talk to or do fun stuffs in the class. All of them are so into what the teacher is teaching that i hafta even pretend along otherwise i'll be the odd one. Its not like they are bad or something but its just that we have different tastes and.............i donno lets jus say i miss my friends terribly.

Outside there is a party or something and the music that they are playing?, are like really bad. M gonna sue the DJ for making me almost puke with the kinds of songs that he's playing (and ya his screams in between the songs are really sending chills down my spine) so i'm hearing songs (my headphone's kinda hurting my ear) at the fullest volume. But i do wish they stop playing "summer of 69 (bryan adams)" and "in the end(linkin park)" cos dats like really so old (no offense to the artists just the DJ's). I guess if i don't get a job i'll open up a teaching center for them.

One good thing that happened today was that one of my friend gave treat cos she got money from working in a fair so my stomach's quite bulging (i love chicken/beef sizzler) now and i can hardly breath. Thought i'll watch movie but i didn't (got a dvd from my friend who got from our teacher but as u know teachers' selection of movies and ours are quite different..........). Dinner bell has already rung. Guess i'll miss it. But i gotta meet my friends and update myself with their stories. Everyday is an interesting day and we always have something to tell each other. lol!

2day's earthquake!

Today morning, i think it was around 5 when the earthquake occured and i wasn't asleep at that time (i was listening to songs) when the dogs started barking and then there was this weird sound followed by shakes. First i thought something was wrong with my headphone but then the lights went out and then i realized what was happening. The first thing that came across my mind was that i didn't wanna die at this young age (though my wrinkles are starting to show) and i just dashed out of my room without slippers. Then i thought of my laptop, mobile and money so i ran back again and locked the room (though i didn't see how that could save my stuffs inside). lol!

I called out my balcony mate's name and she was quite unaware of the whole thing. By then people had started coming out and some girls even started to cry. I thought i'll cry too but then my tears weren't coming out so i just called my friends who stays in B block (i stay in D block) and told them to come down. We were initially really scared but after the fears sunk we stared joking about it. I didn't feel like going to my room so i slept in my friends room and missed my class (my excuse was that i was so scared that my mind needs a proper sleep and that i wouldn't be able to focus what the teacher was saying).

Well everything's back to normal. I wonder whether it''ll happen again tonight. Some of the girls are saying that it might happen again( you know how girls are, everytime wanting something to talk about, esp. yesterday night's event had kept most of the girls awake talking for hours about that 1minute quake). Gonna sleep in my friends room tonight (we've bought waiwai to eat later). I'm still in my room now writing this. They'll start giving miss calls and i''ll have to go. They're scaring me that D block is the oldest one amongst the 3 blocks so i'm sleeping in B block in case it happens again and if it happens again this time i'll have someone to scream and run with me.

Update!

Its been quite a long time that i'm writing again. Winter's come and i seriously hate waking up in the morning for classes (though i rarely go i still like to complain ha ha ha).



Attended an advent christmas celebration and i really enjoyed myself (not to forget the meat). On one hand i'm glad christmas is near while on the other hand i can't seem to get out from my bed which makes it worse in that i have lots of pending work. Only if it snows here i wouldn't complain.lol!



It was funny how people had different versions about christmas. One of the guy had videotaped people giving their views on christmas. Most of them said that it was about gifts exchange, cakes, pastries and the likes and thank god atleast one of the sardarji guy said that it was about the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ. Well if that guy was there videotaping me and asking for my views i wouldn't have given an answer different from those people. A good reminder for all of us i think, esp. for the christians.



Tomorrow's monday again, yet another boring class lectures, xeroxing materials (at the end of the year we have lotsa stuffs to read and limited time to go through them so its of no use but there is a thing called "mental satisfaction").

Well its not my bedtime, yet I gotta go off to sleep because am kinda feeling sleepy now (thanx to the heater) and I gotta submit one of my assignment tomorrow. Tuesday i'm supposed to come up with 3 personal contacts of companies for our final placement(seniors) but so far i haven't had so much luck to even get one. Whatever! Lets see, and if am not able to get one i might bade farewell to "placement cell" and not get placed after my MA (i might as well be lucky if i get to pass the exam). I believe in destiny and wherever she places me it won't be my fault but hers (if i land up in real bad situation i.e.). Good defence mechanism i must say.lol!

Remembrance!!

I wasn't intending to publish this in my blog but then I thought maybe because of my story someone would be blessed by reading it and also the fact that Jesus takes care of us every day wherever we are.

It happened 2 years ago when i went out for shopping with mom and my sister. My mom had come to visit me and sis in our university and stayed in my sis hostel. We thought we'll go for shopping in the evening and as we were about to leave the hostel mom wanted us to pray. So we prayed to God to take care of us for the rest of the evening.We were having a nice time and sometime later i wanted to have an ice cream. I usually frequent this particular ice cream parlor and as i was about to reach there mom suddenly had a change of heart and wanted us to go back.
2 minutes away from that shop and we heard a big blast. I saw a big ring of smoke in the sky. At that time we weren't aware that it was a bomb planted by the terrorists. There were some people whose face were covered with blood. Some thought that it was a cylinder blast. Had people known that it was a bomb blast there would have been a stampede and we might have been lost/injured. Thankfully we got back home safely though i was quite worried for one lady who were asking the whereabouts of her friend. I still don't know what happened to her friend.When we came back my friend called us up and informed us about the blast. After hearing that we were so scared and at same time thankful to god for bringing us to safety.

The next morning when we woke up we saw the pictures of the blasts and i was horrified to see that it was the same ice cream parlor that i was about to go. Had i disobeyed my mom i wouldn't be here right now writing this.. Considering the fact that i'm a kind of a rebellious person and kind of stubborn i was surprised at how i readily agreed not to eat ice cream that day. That one act of obedience was what kept me alive; not only mine but my mom and sis's life as well.Indeed god's hand is never short enough. He's always there and am glad we prayed that day before we left.

As days passed i took granted of the fact that i was minutes away from death and never even testified about this incident. But today out of the blue i remembered the incident because it was during this month that it happened. I probably would never be able to forget this incident and wish never to so that it may serve as a constant reminder of how much god loved His children and that He's willing to do anything for us only if we lean on Him.

"LIFE"- Jap drama

I was supposed to read a material which my teacher was going to take up but i got hooked to watching a Japanese drama "LIFE". Its about school students and the bullying that takes place inside the campus. It was pretty scary. I mean I've never been bullied and haf never come across anyone being bullied. Of course cat fights do happen amongst girls but dis one was way out of my imagination.


Even in most of the Hollywood teenage flicks we see students tripping people whom they consider as weirdos/dorks, passing comments, etc. Makes me appreciate more, the kind of environment we grew up cos nothing of that sort happens here. Maybe it might occur in subtle ways but not overtly.

This drama is about a high school student(Ayumu) who gets into a posh school but her friend who was supposedly to be more brilliant fail to get admission in that school so she gets mad and blames her,disowning their friendship which left Ayumu v.vulnerable when it comes to making friends. The first day she gets to make friend with the popular girl(manami) and her bunch of toy friends(thats wat she takes her friends for. Manami liked to manipulate her friends).

All was well until Hirose sought revenge to Ayumu for taking her position in their circle of friends and that Manami was starting to ignore her and was becoming more closer to Ayumu. So Hirose accused Ayumu of stealing Manami's BF. When this word got out Manami and her friends wasted no time in harassing and bullying Ayumu.
Since Manami was a rich man's daughter she could get away with anything. She's pretty scary. She even tried to kill Ayumu and use her father's power to bankrupt her bf's father cos he was dating his teacher and wanted to break up with Manami. Although initially Ayumu was treated badly by these groups and the classmates being indifferent to the whole thing the later episodes dealt with how Hatori helped Ayumu and befriended her and changed the scenario in the school campus where the authorities tried to hush hush these matters.


I started liking the part where Manami's friend started to realize her evilness and started to disassociate from her. Also when Hirose tried to commit suicide because of Manami the whole class started to talk about her and pointed their fingers towards her for driving her friend to such an extreme step(Hirose survived the fall from the terrace). Ayumu was right in pointing out that Manami didn't had any friends to trust. Manami who was the predator became the prey. She should have known beforehand that "what goes around comes around." Yes Ayumu didn't take revenge but promised to fight against any kind of bullying which also gained respect from her classmates. I think the whole moral here is that no matter what the situation we should fight back. She could've changed her school but she chose to fight back. Oh and i forgot to mention that Ayumu did try to commit suicide also but it was her friend(Hatori) who helped her get back to her feet.


Moral? Choose good friends, don't bully others(it'll come back to u some day or the other) and the need to have a fighting spirit and not let anything take us down cos of mere degrading words/actions by goof-offs. I probably would give 4/5 if i were to rate this drama. 4 and not 5 cos it took so long for Ayumu to fight back and also the director should have cut down from 11 episodes(which i watched it in a day) to maybe 6/7? Overall this was a good drama! I liked it!

My sis and me

When we were growing up we had a lot of fights and sometimes when she gets mad she would ask me to atleast acknowledge and respect her as the elder one. But rebellious as i am i replied that she was older to me by only a year.

I used to get mad at the fact that whenever we fought, mom used to tell us that since since she's the elder one we should respect her and i used to think that it was unfair and that it wasn't my fault that she was born before me. Ofcourse when my mom say that to my brothers when we have a fight i liked it.ha ha ha. Talk about being hypocritical!! ;)

Some might have elder/younger or no sister at all. I'm glad i have an elder sis so that i'm not so much burdened by the responsiblities that the elders usually carry. lol! On a serious note am glad that shes there for me whenever i needed her.

this is a kinda dedication or things that i wanna say to u in that...........
-when i needed u the most you were there for me
-when i was bursting with disclosing a secret you were there without judging me
-when i made u cry, seeing u cry i also started crying because i was feeling guilty and didn't feel like saying sorry, u understood me well and just stopped crying and said that i was stupid to cry over nothing and not ever blaming me for what i've done.
-when i thought i was useless u taught me how worthy i was (though i doubt i have those qualities)
-when my wardrobe was starting to bore me i would go through your wardrobe and take away your new clothes yet u never say anything (partly cos i'll never listen to u. he he he)
-when, at times i was damn irritating u neva loose ur cool though at times i do go overboard that makes u go mad.
-u cleaned my room and did most of the cooking while i watch tv to glory yet u never complain
-when u burned your leg while preparing dishes for me recently,i was sleeping at that time, i felt bad and blamed myself that had i even helped you maybe u wouldn't have to suffer the pain. u never howl with pain even though it was really painful (had it been me i would have turned the world upside down with my screams); never did even though you were sick when we were kids.
-while we never used our pocketmoney because u always bought stuffs for us u were at times left with less money for yourselves.
-even when u had lots of friends coming over to meet you, u always make me include in your conversations despite knowing that i say wrong things at the wrong time, joking over things that aren't funny
-when i was impatient u taught me to be patient
-when i was rude to people u taught me how to be nice to them cos u were always nice even though that person can be real mean.

All the stuffs that i said was all what just came to my mind right now. Had i thought about more incidents there would have been much to write, much more about stuffs that i was thankful to God for sending you to me. You were never selfish always generous. Indeed God loves me so much as to have sent you to look after me.

This doesn't mean that i'm going to start obeying u ;). I won't let go off my tantrums knowing that u'll always bear with me (though i promise i'll know where to draw the line.he he he).
Just wanna let u know through this blog how much i adore you and look upto you in everything that you do and partly because we both will feel awkward if i read this out to u. Its better if u read it in my blog.

Thanx for everything and i do hope that you get the best guy in the world who loves you more than himself. That he rejoice when ur happy and be a shoulder to lean on when u cry. You deserve that kind of a guy sis and i'll continue to pray to God for that gentleman to come along till the day u find him.

Thanx amei Benhur for sharing this........

I've learned.... That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

I've learned... That life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned.... That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned.... That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned... That I wish I could have told my Mom that I love her one more time before she passed away.

I've learned.... That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned.... That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned.... That when your newly born grandchild holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hook ed for life.

I've learned.... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while y ou're climbing it.

I've learned.... That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class.

I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I 've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

I've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned.... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child.

I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.

I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to under stand.

I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.

I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows.

I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day.

I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.

I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right.

By- ANDY ROONEY

wat do u think m doing?

I've made myself a habit of procrastinating stuffs resulting in last hour submission of work. Right now i've finished my practical which was to be submitted last week but as usual m submitting after the deadlines.
I've habituated myself by not sleeping at night time (dnt get me wrong, i don't study but i might probably be either chatting, eating whatever is there in our room, watching dramas/movies and since internet is at its best at this time of hour i'll be updating my blog and downloading videos which definitely does spoil my laptop).
After this i'll sleep and ya of course am bound to fall asleep in the class with the result that the teachers would definitely notice me which isn't the kind of impression that i want the teachers to have of me.LOL! Well i guess they better get used to it!! Just kidding! If any of the teachers get to read my blog they'll be more stingier in giving marks to the students and i don't want hate mails from the students.
I think even my balcony mate isn't asleep yet. She usually keeps her light on and sleep so i don't know whether she's sleeping or awake. If she's awake at this time of hour i was thinking of asking her views on global warming.;)ha ha ha! Just a bad joke.
I just wish my teachers don't come for class so that i can rewrite my pracs again cos its really pathetic. I dnt even know myself what i haf and shud've written. What this tiny brain could conjure up (Einstein says that we use only 10% of our brain.How true!!) i wrote and i think the teacher shouldn't complain, after all am atleast submitting it. "BETTER LATE THAN NEVER," I always say! Well i better go off to sleep and sleep the whole day 2morrow as well. I think am hearing the chirping of the birds........... Hope its not taking a toll on me, i mean being awake at this hour.

fake vs real friends!(i got dis from my frens site)

> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
> >>REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food...
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs.
> >>REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
> >>REALFRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dang .. We messed up.
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: never see you cry
> >>REAL FRIENDS: cry with you
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
> >>>>>>REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours
> >>>>>>FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
> >>REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
> >>>>REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butts that left you
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
> >>>>REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
> >>>>REAL FRIENDS: Are for life
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: will talk crap to the person who talks crap about you.
> >>REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them out
> >>>>FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this.
> >>REAL FRIENDS: Will give comments to my work here!^o^

My school days!!

Try as much as i could am not able to sleep now.its 4:32am n jus some hours back my frens left my room after we discussed from what to what not. Honestly there are no limits to what girls can talk bout. lol! well i started thinking bout my school days suddenly and i really miss those days. I dn't haf my old school days pics just dis one and since i look real ugly here I've added some glitters he he he.

Time just flies by without us ever realizing that we are getting older day by day physically but our minds not. We still think like we used to before. i mean when we were kids we would look upto our seniors who were pursuing masters as those who are really old and matured but look at us... we are just the same as ever, never changing. Although we may have become wiser by a cent still we are largely the same. i remember the times when we used to be really carefree and simple things used to amuse us but not anymore. The silly fights that we guys had and the hot topic about our crushes and the eagerness to know who's going around with whom.

When i left my school and did my 10+2 here i missed my old school friends with whom i've grown up with for almost maybe 6 years. I've never changed my school even once when i was a kid. But after 10th i had to leave my frens behind. Of course i met new frens in my new school. But since my school was a Jain based school i had a tough time. The hostelers weren't liked by some of the teachers and our hostel mess sucked. No meat was allowed inside the campus. That was a big disappointment to the north east students.(Oh that reminds me of a joke that we cant watch discovery or n. geographic channel cos our mouth starts to water. The joke was really mean but i found it funny in a way) So we make the best use of our times whenever we had an outing cos thats the only time we can have some real fun (i mean shopping;))

I was a real headache to my warden what with all the bunking of classes and early morning P.T's. She never searched for anyone except me. I really hate exercises(which really explains my weight) and that too early in the morning. I heard our warden passed away 2/3 years back :( due to heart attack and i wish that it didn't have to do anything with me. We had another warden also but she was really a nice lady from Assam. We could really get away with excuses and she never forced us to do something that we don't like. We were getting along fine when she was sacked after 7 months. We were seniors by that time and when we heard the news we got so mad that we had a hunger strike and also did something which i won't post here.he he he! Anyways she's got a nice job now as a warden in Stephen's Girls hostel where i go often to meet her and she's so caring as usual.

People always say enjoy your school days while you can and its really true. I used to seriously get bugged by hearing the same advice over and over again but it'll always be passed around as long as education is there. Going for classes these days are a drag and sucks but gotta have education right? (M seriously good at whining!!ha ha ha:)^o^)

Calling names.......

me and my frens were havin dina when we started talking bout how much we hate being called "chinky". of course wen our frens call us dat we dnt mind but wen we go outside n people(esp. dose who haf notin to do except goggling at girls)starts teasing wid dat word it can be pretty irritating. most of da time we try to ignore but at times it can spoil ur day. we were narrating how we usually handle dose stuffs. one of my fren said dat she once called dem "kallu". da funniest one was dat wen, another fren of mine, was being called chowmein by a bunch of college guys.....knw wat she replied? "roti sabzi"

i knw all dis is really baseless n shud'nt make fun of each other. i knw we r being treated unfairly at times but we do da same thing bak home. i mean even we haf non- north east people studyin or workin bak home(like da marwaris/banyas). now dat i tink bout it i neva evn cared to talk to 2 of the girls who hailed frm rajasthan during my school days. i mean i do talk to dem but we never included dem in our activities. since dey didnt evn mak da effort we evn dnt. its da same case out here except with da reversion of the roles.

one funny incident happend last time where i ws in a shop n dere was dis guy shouting chinky chinky at the top of his voice. i thot of giving him a piece of my mind wen i realized just in time dat he was callin his fren whose name was chinky. i guess dere r also names like dat huh! beats me too! bottom line of all dis? i guess we shud stop callin each other names! ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!

didnt know dat penquins are really interesting creatures. besides they are funny too!^o^

lyrics dat really touches my heart!!

Call On Jesus - Nicole C. Mullen (Talk About It)

I'm so very ordinary
Nothing special on my own
I have never walked on water
I have never calmed a storm
Sometimes I'm hiding away from the madness around me
Like a child who's afraid of the dark

But when I call on Jesus
All things are possible
I can mount on wings like eagles and soar
When I call on Jesus
Mountains are gonna fall
'Cause He'll move heaven and earth to come rescue me when I call

Weary brother
Broken daughter
Widowed, widowed lover
You're not alone
If you're tired and scared of the madness around you
If you can't find the strength to carry on

But when you call on Jesus
All things are possible
You can mount on wings like eagles and soar
When you call on Jesus
Mountains are gonna fall
'Cause He'll move heaven and earth to come rescue you when you call

Call Him in the mornin'
In the afternoon time
Late in the evenin'
He'll be there
When your heart is broken
And you feel discouraged
You can just remember that He said
He'll be there
..............................................................................................................................

dis is another song dat i like doh i donno da singer' name.

"Lord you know my heart and know my desires
And the secret things I'll never tell
Lord you know them well

Though i may be young
I see and understand
That at times like sheep we go astray
And things get out of hand

*So i promise to be true to you
To live my life in purity as unto you
Waiting for the day when i hear you say
You risk the world i have created just for you

Until then o lord I will be content
Knowing that your love will come someday
That will only come from you
Cos i have seen the suffering that loneliness could cause
But we choose to give our love away
Without a righteous call"

i got dis frm my pastors site wich i found it really funny so i thot i'd share wid u guys!!:)

1. Dear God, Please put another holiday between Christmas and Easter.
There is nothing good in there now. -Amanda

2. Dear God, Thank you for the baby brother but what I asked for was a
puppy. I never asked for anything before. You can look it up. -Joyce

3. Dear Mr. God, I wish you would not make it so easy for people to
come apart.I had to have 3 stitches and a shot.-Janet

4. Dear God, If we come back as somebody else, please don't let me be
Jennifer Horton because I hate her.-Denise

6. God, I read the bible. What does begat mean? Nobody will tell me.

Love, -Alison

7. Dear God, How did you know you were God? Who told you?
-
Charlene

8. Dear God, Is it true my Father won't get in Heaven if he uses his
golf words in the house? -Anita

9. Dear God, I bet it's very hard for you to love all of everybody in
the whole world. There are only 4 people in our family and I can never do it.
-Nan

10. Dear God, Did you really mean, Do Unto Others As They Do Unto You?
If you did then, I'm going to get even with my brother. -Darla

11. Dear God, I like the story about Chanukah the best of all of them.
You
really made up some good ones. I like walking on water, too. -Glenn

12. Dear God, My Grandpa says you were around when he was a little boy.
How far back do you go? -Love,Dennis

13. Dear God, Do you draw the lines around the countries? If you don't,
who does? -Nan

14. Dear God, It's O. K. that you
made different religions but don't you get mixed up sometimes?
-Arnold

15. Dear God, Did you mean for giraffes to look like that or was it an
accident? -Norma

16. Dear God, In bible times, did they really talk that fancy?
-
-Jennifer

17. Dear God, What does it mean you are a jealous God? I thought you
had everything you wanted. -Jane

18. Dear God, How come you did all those miracles in the old days and
don't do any now? -Seymour

19. Dear God, Please send Dennis Clark to a different summer camp this
year. -Peter

20. Dear God, Maybe Cain and Abel would not kill each other so much if
they each had their own rooms. It works out OK with me and my brother.-Larry

21. Dear God, I keep waiting for spring, but it never did come yet.
What's up?
Don't forget. -Mark

22. Dear God, You don't have to worry about me. I always look both ways
before I cross the street. -Dean

23. Dear God, My brother told me about how I was born but it just
doesn't sound right.What do you say? -Marsha

24. Dear God, If you watch in Church on Sunday I will show you my new
shoes. -
-Beth

25. Dear God, Is Reverend Coe a friend of yours, or do you just know
him through the business? -Donny

26. Dear God, In Sunday School they told us what you do for a job. Who
does it when you are on vacation? -Jane

27.Dear God, In school we read that Thomas Edison made light, but in
Sunday School they said you did it first. Did he steal your idea?
-
-Sincerely, Donna

28. Dear God, I do not think anybody could be a better God than you.
Well, I just want you to know that. I am not just saying that because you are already

God. -Charles

30. Dear God, I am doing the best I can. Really. -Frank

31. Dear God, I didn't think orange went with purple until I saw the
sunset you made on Tuesday night. That was really cool. -Carol

greetings!

prison break season2

season 2 was as addictive as season 1. t-bag was scary as eva. some of the characters were eliminated in season 2. da twists n da turns n ya da double crossings made it more beta. one of da best part ws da treasure hunt(d.b.cooper's 5 million$) but i hate da part where t-bag got away wid da money. kellerman evn doh he did lotsa bad tings i likd his part wen he testified provin dat lincoln was an innocent man. oh n ya da president's secret was really gross. i mean c'mon, wid ur bro? i guess dats exactly da reason y she stepped down frm da presidentship sayin dat she had cancer wen da bro's threatened to xpose bitter truths. i thot da brother's wud get da "pardon" frm da president but dat wasnt to b. da last part ws really bugging cos dere'll be season 3 wich is being aired in america but nt in india. m watchin rite nw in internet n i cnt wait for da episode to end cos i really want to c da hapy endin btwn michael n sara. dey r such a lovely couple but i tink michael n i wud luk beta as a couple!;) lincoln finally got to prove his innocence in season 3 but michael's stuck sumwhere in a prison wich is worse dan fox river prison.

prison break season1

watched prison break season 1 bak home n i realy got addicted to it. sadly wen i came here to delhi afta da summer break i cudnt watch it cos da hostel gals wanted to watch hindi serials. n i cnt evn fight ova da remote control cos da majority of da vote is not 4 english serials. dere wasnt nytin i cud do about it except watch it ova da internet. n since it taks foreva(i can evn c my hair goin gry) to buffer.
den one fine day my bro's fren from china downloaded it frm china n gaf it 2 my bro. afta he's watched it i was really xcited to get hold of dat serial. da gud ting was dat i evn gt da season2 part. da guy michael(wentworth miller)executed his plan real well n m really obsessed wid him nw. he's lik handsome, a genius n a guy who's willin to do wateva it takes to tak his bro out of da prison.

m glad i haf da whole episode wid me oderwise if i was watchin it in tv i wud hafta wait anoder week to end da suspense wich wud haf killed me. wen da first episode ended, it was already late but becos i realy wanted to watch i dnt sleep. da sad part was dat da lawyer veronica died. i thot she'l mak it till da end cos i really liked her. dis drama's really cool (besides da actor;)) n really a genius script. i cnt wait to watch da whole episode. s soon s i gt ova wid dis wrtin m gonna watch it. michael michael michael michael i so in love wid u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My song!

weneva i felt low i wud listen to Joey Mc InTyre's Stay da same song n wud find myself high again. dis song was kind of a music to my soul (cliche as it may sound)! every adolescent stage dat people pass thru i went thru da same ting. i was rebellious, answered back my folks, put up da stereo volume enuf to damage one's eardrum.......... m sure some of the kids may haf been the perfect 1s, neva to raise voice against their parents. dose adolescent days!!ha ha ha!

wen i luk back at dose days i found it pretty silly to brood ova tings dat weren't as bad as it seemed dose days. i loved writing diaries, i still do. but wen i found dat my cousin brother read my diaries i felt really bad n i cried da whole day. ofcourse he doesnt know dat i knw. i came to knw only wen my aunt told me n she dnt realize dat it wud turn out to b a big issue.she gt scared but i dnt blame her. i ws more mad at my cousin bro. nyhow i've forgotten da whole issue. i ve moved on.
the funny part was dat i found it therapeutical to write it in my blog bout my thots n stuffs dat i wanted to write weneva da moment striked me so dat wen people go thru my blog dey go down to dat same lane n if dey r inspired enuf(wich m sure wud b rare) wud write to me or leave comments. i thank sum of my frens who had written me on my mail regardin da blog.

well dis is da song dat i really liked n every1 mite know da lyrics but nyhow if ur down or feel bad bout urself n u sumhow stumble upon dis lyrics wen u read my blog m sure it'l mak u feel nice again n accept s u r.

JOEY MCINTYRE LYRICS

"Stay The Same"

[Chorus]
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

[Verse]
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

[Chorus]

The Godfather, Mario Puzo.

jus finished reading godfather by mario puzi. i bought it 4 my youngest bro cos he wanted to read it n i'll b sendin dat bk home. i thot i jus flip thru as to why its such a popular 1. afta reading it dere was no doubt on my mind dat it was one of the best buk i ever read. i was addicted to it. i dnt wana sleep also(mayb i exaggerated a bit dis time cos i love sleepin but im jus implyin dat da buk was an enuf reason for me to wake up n read wich my text buks failed to evn durin exam times lol!).
it was kinda sad wen da story ended but m waitin for the second buk "the Godfather Returns." m nt sure how others wud find da buk cos sum of my frens had read it n found it borin. as 4 me i liked it frm the beginnin till da end. was a bit sad doh wen my fav.character sonny died but i liked michael's character at the end. da whole mafia ting is v.thrilling be it a movie or a buk but i tink in real life i wnt wanna deal or cum face to face wid dem!

Having faith!

A person, Jew who survived the concentration camp lived to tell the tale bout him surviving bcos he had faith in God and just da acknowledge of God's existence did it help him in having a hope, a hope dat others had already abandoned. All of us at one point or the other, or for the fact even the atheist who do not belif in da existence of god wud acknowledge dat dere indeed is a supernatural force dat cnt b dismissed easily wich govern da whole universe.

As a person i believe in destiny and i do haf faith in God. But sumtimes wen tings dnt go my way i start questioning da existence of a fair God. Its funny how we always use to say "God i do not deserve da love/blessings u shower upon us" but wen sumtin bad happens we'll b asking "y, god! y me?"

Sumtimes i tink we, christians lead a life dat wud go against da very teachings of the Bible. I had heard of a fren(A) who complained dat dis particular girl(B,a christian)wud invite her(a hindu)to a service and wud b really nice 2 her if she went along wid her but if she(A) doesnt wanna go B wud get mad n not talk to her. Wen i heard dat story i was quite pissed wid B. i mean she was really mean. Den i luked at myself n realized dat evn doh i wasnt doin tings lik dat, in subtle ways i was mean myself (i luv only dose who luv me/care, gettin mad at others for petty reasons n regrettin it later......wnt b goin into much detail).
But then again dere r other people(eg. a christian mother in my colony) who r so genuinely good dat dose people around dem want to experience wat it liks to be a christian. One of da lady bk home was really so impressed by how we go to church every mornin, greet n meet frens, worship 2gether, showin concern to each n evry family by goin to respective houses to pray for each other, helpin in terms of emotional, financial n so on. Dat christian mother whom i knw myself as being v.caring n loving is my frens mom. Evn i haf every1 bk home to testify dat. I wish 2 haf dat quality but its hard.

Also 1 ting dat really bugs me is da accusation dat other people mak on the conversion of da non-christians. Not all christians r like dat, only some. Its all in da choice of da converter n i tink dat whoeva forces other people to change their religion doesnt haf a clue bout the beauty of accepting a religion on their own choice n voluntarily. Every1 has da right to proclaim dere own religion and people haf dat equal right to accept/deny it. All in all i tink dat as long as u haf faith in ur Living God n not destroy a persons life bcos of religion this world wud b a gr8t place!

There mite b flaws in my writings regardin dis topic but dats da way i felt n wanted others to know too. N ofcourse comments r always welcome.

we da students!!

I cum back frm da class tired, haf my lunch, check my mail n den go off to sleep wich is lik a routine nw.

I try to reason myself dat i cum 2 delhi to educate myself, learn bout other people as well as adjust myself wid dem, n if possible try to gt a job here bt wich i knw i wnt b able to stay here for long. Gettin a job bck home is equally tough! My stay out here is sumtimes a struggle. Gettin along wid da teachers n classmates r a struggle too! m nt critisizin dem! Its jus dat we dnt have a say in class and gt less in our internals(i tink internals shud b banned, it doesnt help much).


Sumtimes wenever da teacher addresses me my mind wud b blank n i'll hafta ask da questn again cos either i wud b dozin at dat time or pretending to listen to their teachings while my mind is in a state of bliss:)as i'll b in a wonderland.


Ya m tryin to adjust here. Bin here 4 almost 7 years but i stil haf to much to learn! U go back home once every year n dnt fil lik cumin bk. Bt den again u start missin dis place wen u go bk home. I knw its such an irony! Bt life as we knw it, is ironical! Notin much to b done!! Jus sit back n absorb wateva cums ur way............

I've xperienced hopelessness, anger n dose stuffs dat students usually suffer sumtimes n i've tried to quit also bt den at da end al da work dat we put wudnt b wasted (b it minimal).

clothes dat we wear.

went for service 2day. its really funny how despite da fact dat i go dere to worship n pray wud end up criticizin sum1 dere. wat m tryin to say is dat dere was dis girl who came to da service wearin a skimpy dress. her bra strap cud b seen n wasnt lukin decent. i dnt mean 2 degrade her or dat sort bt i tink dat dere is a dress code for every occasion like goin 4 a party, college, church,etc(also da place where we go). i wnt imply dat its bcos of wat we wear dat most north indians tease us or haf bad impression of us cos evn if we wear decent clothes dey wud still do it. i do gt really mad if da rickshaw pullers or street romeos or 4 dat fact unclejis stare at us n all i can do is either screw up my face or ignore it.
its kinda unfair dat doh girls(not n.e.) wear skimpy clothes dey r nt conceived of in a manner dat wud ve, had it been worn by n.e. girls.dats lik sad. mayb m wrong here bt partly m true! also mayb 1 of da reason dey haf bad impression is dat we dnt try 2 mingle wid da people out here. we r wid our own people so we r quite ignorant of each other's culture n their ways. one of my north indian fren had a different impression of us n dat her seniors told her 2 stay away frm n.e. people. later afta we bcame frens she had shed all da stereotyped attitudes 2wards us. i had shed mine too bout dem. but ya we do haf lotsa differences. i tink one of da main prob is lack of xposure.i guess! i tink dat if we accept every culture as dey r n nt stereotype people it'l be a big step 2wards understandin both da sides n thus nt create problem or animosity 2wards each other.

full house (korean drama)!

have watched dis drama like 4 times but i neva gt tired of it. partly bcos da guy(rain) gets da girl(song hye kyo) and partly cos its realistically funny.

i tink dat unlike other korean(i mean most of dem) movies/dramas where da girl often dies dis, drama offers a kind of fresh story to it. most of da korean movies haf a sad endin to it but at da same time we (esp.n.e. people) r addicted to dis kind of movies. even people back home watch arirang tv (korean channel) where u get 2 watch da movies/dramas n esp.at 7:30pm people stop doin wateva dey r doin n wud watch da soaps (mothers r no exception to it).
its kinda funny wen my mom fell in love wid 1 of the characters frm da drama so much so dat she dreamt bout him also.

i haf 1 korean fren who always advice me not to watch dose stuffs cos its v.much different frm reality. true! but den its kinda fun also to watch, laugh n cry at da end wid frens!

counting my days!

everyday wenever i hear bout deaths i always tink dat its v.far away from me n dat i'l live till da age of 80/90. m sure every1 mite b tinkin dat way! last time i heard dat one of the kids frm our locality suffered frm hepatitis n he died. dat same day i read frm da daily bread book dat we shud live as if our days r numbered. we live here jus once n die. its like a flower dat blooms in da mornin n withers in da evenin.
i dnt wanna sound pessimistic. its jus dat knowin dat ur life is short n precious i wanna live to da fullest n nt brood ova petty things like gettin low grades, fights wid frens........
i dnt knw da artist name bt i remembered da title of da song "to live like ur dying"