My sis and me

When we were growing up we had a lot of fights and sometimes when she gets mad she would ask me to atleast acknowledge and respect her as the elder one. But rebellious as i am i replied that she was older to me by only a year.

I used to get mad at the fact that whenever we fought, mom used to tell us that since since she's the elder one we should respect her and i used to think that it was unfair and that it wasn't my fault that she was born before me. Ofcourse when my mom say that to my brothers when we have a fight i liked it.ha ha ha. Talk about being hypocritical!! ;)

Some might have elder/younger or no sister at all. I'm glad i have an elder sis so that i'm not so much burdened by the responsiblities that the elders usually carry. lol! On a serious note am glad that shes there for me whenever i needed her.

this is a kinda dedication or things that i wanna say to u in that...........
-when i needed u the most you were there for me
-when i was bursting with disclosing a secret you were there without judging me
-when i made u cry, seeing u cry i also started crying because i was feeling guilty and didn't feel like saying sorry, u understood me well and just stopped crying and said that i was stupid to cry over nothing and not ever blaming me for what i've done.
-when i thought i was useless u taught me how worthy i was (though i doubt i have those qualities)
-when my wardrobe was starting to bore me i would go through your wardrobe and take away your new clothes yet u never say anything (partly cos i'll never listen to u. he he he)
-when, at times i was damn irritating u neva loose ur cool though at times i do go overboard that makes u go mad.
-u cleaned my room and did most of the cooking while i watch tv to glory yet u never complain
-when u burned your leg while preparing dishes for me recently,i was sleeping at that time, i felt bad and blamed myself that had i even helped you maybe u wouldn't have to suffer the pain. u never howl with pain even though it was really painful (had it been me i would have turned the world upside down with my screams); never did even though you were sick when we were kids.
-while we never used our pocketmoney because u always bought stuffs for us u were at times left with less money for yourselves.
-even when u had lots of friends coming over to meet you, u always make me include in your conversations despite knowing that i say wrong things at the wrong time, joking over things that aren't funny
-when i was impatient u taught me to be patient
-when i was rude to people u taught me how to be nice to them cos u were always nice even though that person can be real mean.

All the stuffs that i said was all what just came to my mind right now. Had i thought about more incidents there would have been much to write, much more about stuffs that i was thankful to God for sending you to me. You were never selfish always generous. Indeed God loves me so much as to have sent you to look after me.

This doesn't mean that i'm going to start obeying u ;). I won't let go off my tantrums knowing that u'll always bear with me (though i promise i'll know where to draw the line.he he he).
Just wanna let u know through this blog how much i adore you and look upto you in everything that you do and partly because we both will feel awkward if i read this out to u. Its better if u read it in my blog.

Thanx for everything and i do hope that you get the best guy in the world who loves you more than himself. That he rejoice when ur happy and be a shoulder to lean on when u cry. You deserve that kind of a guy sis and i'll continue to pray to God for that gentleman to come along till the day u find him.