dramaqueen!

i know people often say that its what you do that make other people treat you the way they do but i think that's quite unfair to say so. i mean there are some people who are quite difficult to deal with. someone said that that the key to failure is to please everyone. well the thing is i'm quite pissed today so i might as well write stuffs that'll lead to a catharsis ( a healthy one i pray).

sometimes i wonder if am such a dramaqueen. i get mad so easily and i dont have that wit to lash back to the person that i don't like if in case she says something which really bugs me because i tend to keep my mouth shut (well not most of the time) but my facial expression says something else. i wish to remain calm and poised and be able to reply back in a sarcastic note instead i'll just show my temper and curse and cry ( that's the part where i hate myself the most).*o*

every now and then i promise myself that i won't do it but its kinda hard. friends advice me alot on that (hey guys if u happen to read this just wanna thank you ;) )

well i guess that's life. some people are complex and some people are nice to have around. i know that's common sense! but i guess its hard to even avoid those that you can't bear and at the same time not be able to keep your loved ones beside you every now and then.:(